== i don't understand how my computer managed to reformat itself. yep, i deleted all my files. everything. it's sad really. but i'm not really sure. well, i don't really care. so much for that.
well, everybody's almost drunk. the party's some kind of post-study time get together. my friends love drinking. i like it when we they do that. it feels good to know that there are actually people who would like to know how you're doing despite that fact that they love the booze.
==it's my senior year in college. unlike other students, i don't feel happy nor relieved. there aren' any endorphins circulating around my body, i guess. it hasn't been a beautiful road. looking back, i'd say that i loved the bumps more than the blue skies. s
