I just got off from my duty in the hospital; a very productive 2 hours. I assissted in suturing a laceration at the thumb of a laborer person.
Currently, I live alone. My housemates aren't back from Antique, yet. They're probably enjoying the semestral break. You can not imagine how bored I am.
I want to eat. I want to go out. I want to talk to someone. But I won't get up. I love the smell of my sheet-less bed and pillows. It smells like cigarettes. Come to think of it my whole room smells of cigarettes. I started smoking when I was 14 0r 15, I think. But, I got addicted to nicotine about three years back. I tried to quit but I keep on smoking.
I've come to realize that once you start puffing, you can actually stop if you cough. But if you don't, it is likely that you'll get addicted. I love the feel with coffee. It is so relaxing.
Smoking kills, slowly. I wanna die slowly. Whats wrong with that?
I'm delirious. I must be really hungry.
happy thoughts. angst. halters. memories. nurses notes. biting realities. hopes. impulses. dreams. stilletos. escapades. tears. love. pleasure. confusion. muffins. tears. frustrations. anxiety. ipod. puffs. my life. boredom. ordinary distinctiveness.
