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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

what's up?

the past week has, yep, passed. it was one hell of a university week. nothing much. just a bunch athletes waiting for their food and drinks to come. too bad, i was in charge. we lost a lot of games. anyway, whats up with my life? nothing much. some hyperactivity as evidenced by boisterous laughter, exaggerated mood swings and fatigability at the end of the day. same old, same old. i wonder, does anybody even read this blog. didn't think so. i guess, this is my diary. i don't even like writing anymore. i don't want to have anything to do with pen and paper. we love laptops, don't we all? here i go again. see me speed off in my anger boat, along the river of madness to reach that sea of tranqulity (-- be it death or recovery from my emotional turmoil). i just hope this ends soon enough...